Working on improving Ghost

[ATPeace]

Woke up erly it's either writer her or start msg my W and send her some crazy msg so here I am

I really did nt have a a great day yesterday both with the diet and the emotions I just know I do not have control over what happens with regard to myself and my W and this really hurts I know I made mistakes in our marriage and yes I have to live with them she does not see that it is her fault all she can see is that I let her down I did not spend the quality time with her she felt lonley and took herself to bed and cried herself to sleep ....she told me she was unhappy and I know she was crying but I did not realis the extent of her unhappiness so her resentment grew and grew
Why would she want to risk coming back to that

I know there are some success stories in here where they get back together when the sitch has been like mine

Like I say rant here or send her a msg I will regret sending

I plan to try to get to go shopping today and choose some healthy foods for the house