Mighty, It's time to start a new thread because you have 103 postings/replies.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
So happy to read your update, sweetie. I never had one doubt that you would get through this in your wonderful Mighty way. Keep going...the world awaits.