I just posted on my thread in response to you stopping by to say hello. Thank you by the way.
And then I read on Rouky's thread you were anticipating a breakdown in hour and half. Not sure what to say that would help. I often revert to Lady V's standard of a good cry is therapeutic as tears release toxins building up in the body. Lady V would however say it in a far more elegant and intellectual way and make you feel like the world and people were a far more loving and kind than it actually feels sometimes.
You are alot like Lady V PP. I don't know if it because you both sing off the same hymn sheet with the Higherpower and 12 Steps, or if it is something innate in each of you and how you are traveling this journey.
There is a great kindness and warmth in the way you phrase things for other's and how you speak of your own vulnerablities, insights and growth. Hard to describe such qualities, it seems like a Human/Spiritual X-Factor. I see it in other's as well that are here, Sotto, As is, Avanti, RD. There's an ease at which you connect with others. Ease their suffering.
I don't say the above with any intent or knowledge that anything I say will assist in reverting the course of a breakdown/meltdown, these are inevitable on this human journey particulary the one of heartbreak and loss. But providing human comfort to those that are suffering is as I see it humanity itself. And indeed a selfish act. I get some goodies too feeling a connection to you and the others that are having a moment of loss and suffering.
A bit of my own navel gazing involved in this post dear PP. But my intent was honourable let me assure you.
