Your descriptions of your body and mental symptoms of trauma and healing are oh so familiar to me. Mental and emotional exhaustion does not completely crush a soul, however it is weighty.
The book The Healing Codes, talks about all illness and trauma being the result of "heart issues" and all healing occurs when these heart issues are healed. The book identifies a number of human virtues as healing, like Patience and Forgiveness. But that which heals the fastest and trumps all others is LOVE.
So Lady V, I intend to light a healing candle for you this evening and focus my nights meditations on some very healing rainbow tummy LOVE to you. I'm a Catholic girl at heart so I have a history of completing the rosary. So this will be my form of a Rosary to you and the Highpower, just for this time while you heal and regain your strength.
I am sure too there is enough love here on these boards for you dear Lady V to support you while you rest and sleep. Whatever work there needs to be done to make life a little easier and I am sure our positive DBing thoughts can move some mountains for you!
