Thank you jelly and as! While I wrote that, I kept it together. Since then I've honestly been a mess. Thinking back to what if she wouldn't have called.... All she kept telling me was that I am the only thing S4 has.

I didn't mean to get all emotional and off track there but my point was that my sister has my back. She only wants what is best for me and S4 and I have a hard time thinking she would steer me wrong.

Me 34, XF 27
Many years together
Son 4
Engaged
Not engaged
Many false starts by XF
7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life
2/17 girlfriend moves in my home