I am grateful today:

Took the boys to my side of the family last night trick or treating/ visiting. It was nice.

Had another good day of interaction with W.

Actually feel normal, except for my M, everything is going well in my life.

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Thanks for the comments guys. I am not sure which way to go, so I will do nothing for now. Everything that I have seen from W has been positive lately. She was opening up to me about work stuff, which is a huge step in my mind. W telling me that her boss is getting on her nerves is big too. Her boss was the only one who thought that she should D. Almost like the bubble has burst there? Maybe she realized that he doesn't know everything?

The comment I made was about us taking our family to a theme park/hotel, and how we would only buy one ticket... since there are 5 of us. But since we are S, there aren't 5 of us. She didn't really react at all.

I will hold off at least until the weekend, and see what/ if anything happens. I have no reason for contact until Thursday at kid swap. Will just have to be patient, I suppose. I am hopeful. I will try to not get my hopes too high, but its tough!


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Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....