So much to be learned in your story. Thanks so much for sharing. You stopped by my thread once and gave some wonderful advice. Things have taken a turn for the worse since then, but I kind of think it was meant to be.
I need to spend some quality time focusing on me; healing mentally, physically, emotionally. My husband is emotionally/verbally abusive and doesn't realize it. Our marriage will never be reconsilable until my H discovers a lovely thing called remorse. Unfortunately, I think we'll be officially divorced before that can happen.
I don't believe in D, so will continue to DB to the best of my ability for as long as I can. I plan to pray for him daily. My hope is that while I work on myself, God is able to work on H. When he wakes up and is ready to do the work needed, we can reconcile.
I anticipate that this will be the hardest thing I've ever had to do. I still love the man, though. I'm willing to do what I need.
Thanks again for your encouragement. It really meant so much to me.
