Month 4 and wanting to "MOVE ON" but can't!

[PigPen]

Hey Strongr, sorry to hear about your sitch my friend. That sounds awful to be living through. I have no idea why someone would go from loving you to being to cruel to you. It must be a daily battle for you to keep yourself together.

All I can tell you as that it will end at some point. That's not the best pick me up you can hear but it's the bottom line truth. You know it will. Whether your W gets tired of being this way, you adapt to it, or something else happens to the change the situation.

Try to focus on your kids health, your health, and any all blessings that your life still has. Everyone on this board is suffering, we've all been to hell and some have spent more time there than others. It sounds like your lease has been renewed there.

Your W is definitely hurting. Try to look past the pain she's causing and see the pain in her. You don't have to tell her anything about it, but if you know it your heart then her behavior will be easier to bare.

You've got an apt name. It's time for you to stay strong and keep putting one foot in front of the other.

PP