Of having conversations in my head that would convince her that we were a great couple and that our M could work out in all of the ways that we both wanted. I believe that in my heart still.
I think we all do that. I know I do, especially. I have conversations played out in my head right down to the last word I want to say. And like you, I still believe it in my heart, too.
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Lately I feel the urge again to "do" something. I feel like I'm on a sinking ship and am just sitting there watching it slowly go down with the strategy that by doing so hopefully it somehow rights itself. I know DB'ing is about patience and letting things play out, it's such a hard lesson to stand still and let be what will be.
I have also been feeling that urge to do something, too. I have a seat right next to you on that sinking ship! Haha. I don't have the patience that many do on here...I just don't know how others do it. I am finally at a place where I am more calm about things, but I have yet to learn about patience. Funny, I know that is what is needed but danged if I can't practice it myself!
There are moments in this life when you are so confident in the rightness of your actions, that not even for a second do you consider the option that you might be wrong.
