Julie, that male attention sure does feel good, doesn't it? I am glad you are getting out and getting some attention, everyone needs that.

If my H files for D I would have absolutely no guilt hopping into bed with my ex-bf (I feel like he is a safe bet because he is a known entity and I would not fall in love). The part where I do feel guilt is that I have already confirmed with my ex that that would be an option. (hey it was a weak moment.)

I wish there was a "girl talk" section on this board because I have been shopping for new clothes and I am looking at things I normally would not wear, could use a girlfriend to bounce ideas off. I am suddenly drawn to dresses and heels and that is so not practical for my lifestyle, yet I have this strong urge to up my game.

I hope you are out now having a peaceful day, hang in there, you are doing great, you seem more content and "ok" based on your last post.