Today is one of those deja vu days. Yesterday had friendly chat with wife, she sent me a pic she took of her at an event with a friend and I complemented her how pretty she looked. We said goodnight and left it at that.

Today I was busy during the day doing work things with limited Internet connection as I am abroad and was saving talking to her later on as we are 6 hours behind.

I go to a mall to look for some things she asked for before I left home and sent her a message saying hi the things she wanted are not in the model she wanted and if I should get her those.

Reply I get is... You are still alive. No thanks. Bye.
I reply bye as a reflex.

Then try to call her twice with no reply.

Decided to send message saying I went to mall to look for what she wanted and find this from her. I try to call her and she does not pick up. I do not know why the attitude but this is not the way to solve this. I then wish her a good night, if she changes her mind she knows where to find me. I miss them and thinking of them. I then end it with a kiss and a bye.

Before when I travelled there was always this stupid thing of who said hi or goodnight first. Now she would say goodnight and I would call to speak and say goodnight so I don't understand this sudden hump.

Thing is could I have said hi when I got up? Yes but it was rush to work. With time difference she had six hours head start to say hi so OK stalemate. I did not get upset so can not see why she did when I am the one travelling and alone in another country.

Really lost


M: 50
S: 25

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