Had a really good Halloween. Actually talked to and was given a girls number. Felt a little awkward at first but we had a really good conversation. I told her I enjoyed talking but I wasn't looking for anything but she said we should still text felt good hahaha.
went to church with my daughter today, caught up with the family.
Something that caught my attention, was that we shouldn't be afraid to ask or try to get anything and everything we want. Its all waiting there for us to take. We just have to have the courage and the drive to take it.
It stood out, because a recurring theme for me has been this fear. That holds me back from a lot of things. And I'm coming to realize that it is an illusion. There is literally nothing to be afraid of. Certain things (like rattlesnakes) should be respected but not feared.
And as I write this, my stbexw? just texted me saying she wants to spend time with me... not sure how to proceed >.> Light, positive, breezy attitude, but what to do.
help me! haha
M: 29 W: 28 D: 8 S:1 M: 10 T: 11 BD1: 8//15 (physically separate) Back together: 4/16 BD2: 3/18, physically separate 6/18) Here we are again.
felt good hahaha. 