I need your prayers Rouky. Very little makes me smile these days. Work has been OK though. I'm a little worried about the colder weather that is coming and having to work in it. Hoping that I will find something to do that is inside. My son is having a rough time with the shared parenting. It can be pretty inconvenient for him. He is finding his voice though in stating what his wishes are. Very proud of his strength and intellect.

The negativity is in the many relationships that have failed in my family in the last year. It is so hard to observe the carnage that is going on here. So many broken hearts and bad decisions. As is the case here at DB, every story is the same. One spouse couldn't meet the emotional needs of the other so they had an affair. It's is just all so sad.

M:53 W:47 M:15 years. S:18 S's: 30 & 28 from previous marriage. BD: 3/14 Divorced January 17.