So today has been a little rough mentally. I went to pick up S4 earlier. Him and XF were showing me a few pics from the wedding they were at on her phone. She was extra protective over it as S4 was scrolling through pictures. Many times held phone back and found the pics I was "allowed" to see. No biggie, that kind of behavior is expected anymore. What did get me was when she was done, almost as if to make sure I saw it, she got to her home screen on the phone and locked it quick, but not before I saw a picture of her with a guy. In the split second I didn't make out who it was or anything else but it got in my head...


Me 34, XF 27
Many years together
Son 4
Engaged
Not engaged
Many false starts by XF
7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life
2/17 girlfriend moves in my home