I am having difficulties with my goals. My only goal I can think of is saving my marriage. I am working on bettering myself. Become the man I used to be when my wife and I first started dating. A complete 180 to what I have become.
Life in the household is awkward. My wife and I talk. My boys have no idea what's going on. We are cordial. We have not discussed our marriage since the bombshell was stroppier on me. I am hoping she opens the line of discussion regarding our sitch.
I am having a hard time avoiding physical contact with my wife. It is reassuring seeing her advance towards looking for the habitual kiss good bye. I keep my distance and although I want to kiss her goodbye or goodnight, I have been successful at keeping my distance. I am keeping upbeat Lon the outside but really struggling inside
Don't count the days, make the days count. Mohammad Ali
