I managed to get a semi-broken nights sleep but without sleeping pills so that is good and one of my goals.

I've done some housework this morning but not too much and will not do any more.

I'm guessing she stayed up late at friends house talking into the small hours. Her friend was chief Bridesmaid at our wedding so is very close to W and is the person who 4 years ago said she would never leave her H 'for the sake of the kids'.

Feeling lonely and tense waiting for her to come home. I need to detach more and just do my own stuff. Played a game or two with boys this morning.

Me49 W45
T15 M13
S11 S8
BD 11/15/11 & 3/27/12
Moved out 4/9/12 Moved back 4/23/12
W working on US 5/20/12 Now Piecing!
May-Oct14 drifting
Dec 14 W agrees to more QT
BD Oct15 ILYBINILWY
W filed 1/25/16