less confused newbie. (6)

[dday]

So after spending the day together, I pulled the wagon with 2 sleepy kids and our chairs etc. To W car. Helped load everything up, and started to walk away. W thanked me a couple times. Then said "see ya", and I replied bye. The time we spent together was nice, and reminds me of us. But then she took them trick or treating at her famiky, and I came back to my rental. It [censored], but it's not bothering me as much today. We were together at basketball and 2 baseball games. I don't know if we are making progress, or she just expects me to be her friend.

I really am unsure on how to proceed. I don't want to be just her friend. But, does being her friend give me the best shot? I won't settle for that, and would rather be D than constantly left second guessing everything forever.

I felt much more at ease today. Happier than this spring at baseball, when I was trying to be super H. More talkative, and had a good time. Those are 180s for me from spring ball. More positive, social, and less worried about things.