I have nothing to add. I think you needed to vent but also have a great head on your shoulders and see things as they are.
Will continue to pray for you and your children.
Also glad the chemo is working. I suspect there may be some other ways to continue the treatment. It might be a good idea to get some of that information from the hospital to put in your back pocket. They have programs for people with no income, full time job, a family, etc. i.e. people in your current position.
Peace, AJ
"Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter" MLK Put the glass down... "Yesterday I was clever so I wanted to change the world Today I am wise, so I am changing myself."