I would like to add find a kind compassionate woman to share my life with, to sit by the fireplace and read books with, hike and explore natures beauty with and last but not least grow old with a woman I love.
I think the isolation of my situation is getting to me. It reminds me of a quote I know. "The coldest winter I felt was a summer in San Francisco". I would change that around to The loneliest time of my life was last year of my marriage to my wife.