Careful with trying to place that blame in W also, there's no telling what caused it for sure.
You're right, Fogg, I will not do that, although the thought is in some corner of my mind.
Avanti has called me to reason some days ago. Here are my goals. 1. I will be the best possible daddy. I will apply every time possible what I learned from reading "Raising an Emotionally Intelligent Child", by John Gottman. 2. I will keep knowing myself with the support of my IC and our weekly meetings. 3. I will go to bed earlier, so that I can stay in bed at least 8 hours. 4. I will keep attending the Happiness Course initiated in September. 5. I will apply when possible active listening technique learned at the course . 6. I will keep doing physical exercises at home. 7. I will practice meditation more frequently, at least three times a week before going to sleep. 8. I will ask every day, several times, the question: "How do I feel about this?"
Me43 W39 M 12y,T 15y S09,S07 Bomb Jun14 Sleeping separately Jan/Mar15 Share bed Mar/May15 Reconcile Jun15 Aug15 W sais D will happen D told to kids Sept15 W moved out with kids 01 October15