Yeah, once he moved out he was already divorced in his mind. I guess I have to move forward.

We both said we were sorry and that we would always love and care for each other. But this just makes it more final and harder to resort to my pattern of anger.

I love him and still would want things to work between us. He said he became not himself. And he did and it was awful and I was awful. I would want him happy again. I would want to be happy again.

I miss how we were at one time.


Me: 42
H: 43
Twins age 5
Physically Separated 7/2015