Just needing an outlet to vent a little bit. Hoping that if I awknowledge and release my feelings, I can get through the rest of the day without this brick on my chest. Like everyone else here, I have my good days and not so good days and today the anxiety is just really high and I'm feeling like this is all my fault and praying for an opportunity to fix it. H is not a saint- we both contributed to the downfall of the m.... But I can't shake this guilt and remorse today. I read about this all the time... So I think it's normal.... Just wishing there was something I could do outwards to make things better between us. (All my efforts have been inwards to work on myself).
I think I'm anxious about seeing him later for dog swap.... Anyway.... Looks like me and the gym have a date tonight so I can work out this stress!
Happy Friday!
Me- 30's H- 40's T-10 M-5 I moved out b/c he wanted space- June 15 D filed by H: September 16
