Interesting...I do believe he sees me as an extension. He was highly upset at the idea of me being with someone else, although he can be with as many someones as he wants. He makes statements about the future and the kids which involve me, although I've told him I will do everything I can do to avoid having to see him.
It's like he wants to be free to do what he wants, but doesn't think I'm really going anywhere. He thinks he'll still have access, like I'm a belonging or something. He calls me his wife, while telling me he's already divorced in his mind.
It is so bizarre and confusing. He's nice one minute, hateful the next. I know I'm tired of dealing with it, and far too vulnerable to his nice moments. I need to keep my guard up, but even that is exhausting. I plan to do lots of resting and movie watching this weekend. It'll be wonderful!
