Is it normal to feel like I wish this was over. I would love to reconcile, but if it's not going to happen, then I want this done so I can move on. I am financially tied up until it is final. I drive junk, I live in a run down house. When this is over, I am going to get a nicer ride and start building my own home.
I would much rather be at home with my W and kids. But, if it's not the case then I want to be free of paying rent and half a mortgage. Tired of being stuck with this part of my life. That is part of my limbo feeling. I know I need to quit waiting on her. But it's hard to move forward on some things when the plans need money to fund them.
Ranting I guess
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
