Thanks for the links, V. I'm looking forward to reading.

I think H meant to intentionally cause me pain. I just don't understand why. Because I haven't dropped the rope? Because he knows I love him, and he wants me to stop? I do not understand.

Me: 48 H: 50 - Married 21 - 3-S: 29,19,19 2-D: 27,26
BD: 08/2015 - D filed & OW disc: 09/2015

"Surrender to What Is, Let Go of What Was, Have Faith in What Will Be." -S Ricotti