It is almost like the biggest change is that you are now living with a MLC'er. I am seeing so many of those signs. Maybe you should approach your R in that way? You know, give space, continue to live your life, no expectations while she continues to do her internal work. I think she is trying Cali, but you are way ahead of her.

I know you are running out of patience, trust me, I know the feeling. Dig deep inside yourself....what feels right for you? I am thinking it is time to do some more soul searching. Take your own time and space, can you accept that she is trying, working, but still has a way to go?


Me 48 H 46 S 11
M 2004
BD 8/13
H moved out 2/15
-live in the present, enjoy the beauty around and within you, explore your new future-