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[PigPen]

Love the toast Mona. I'm on the wagon but will raise a glass of sparkling water for you.

The damn rope is just so hard to drop. So hard. And the rationalization angels work in immensely manipulative ways. I've taken post it notes out, written "DO NOT REPLY" and put the post it right on my phone after getting a text from my WAW. And then I had to leave the room. And then do push ups. And then write the reply and then delete it. Then delete her message so I can't see her name in my text roll.

The rope? It's fully dropped until I get a message from her or hug her when we do dog swaps, then I pick that sucker up, dust it right off and start apologizing profusely in my head for even considering letting it hit the ground.

So I hear you. You've got this though, you've been through the game before so you'll have the muscle memory there to guide you. No rationalizations. Enjoy the victory of finding a reason to contact him and then not doing so. That's real power. Every time that happens it's like a penny in a jar. Soon you'll be rich!

How're those squats coming? Even quarter and half squats are a good place to start. How much weight do you want to lose?

PP