I am stressing too much about reactions with my W. Most of my posts are about that. I constantly monitor and check and think about it. I just don't know how to shake it off. To do what's best for me and my kids. To do what I want with out wondering how it will interact with my W. We are S but living in the same house we are not really separate. I find I am obsessing about it. I need to think about other things.
I start soccer this Sunday and my W doesn't even know about it, I feel guilty a little for spending the money and not telling her about it. Also its a men and women team and I am feeling guilty about that. Anyway I will go and make the best of it.
Me late 30's W mid 30's T 15, M 10 S4, S7 ILYBNILWY June 2015 In house S July 2015 W rings off Oct 2015 My ring off Feb 2015 Separate houses June 2016