Good morning EMMEss, I love your post, remembering the good times is good, acknowledging your flaws is good, learning to forgive is good, GOD IS GOOD!!!
These are all building blocks for a better, brighter YOU! He is cleansing you, if you haven't began to notice.
Keep posting, I love all the positive energy flowing from your posts lately!
It is not over until GOD decides its over, keep praying for your wife, for Jesus to touch her heart. HOPE, FAITH & LOVE.