I had such a positive and empowering day yesterday and then I woke up this morning. UGH! Stupid roller coaster, will I ever get off?
In my email inbox was a note from L saying the 11/9 case management conference/final hearing (if appropriate) is canceled and rescheduled for 12/14. I am seriously stressing about possibly being divorced so close to Christmas. It is bad enough I won't have a H or my son to celebrate with Christmas morning. I cried this morning and that is all I will allow today. I just needed to vent here. He has ruined so many important dates for me. BD day after Easter, signed divorce petition the day after son's birthday and now possible divorced so close to Christmas. I am some serious 4 letter words for him today.
Me:33 H:36 T:13 years M:10 years S4 Separated 05/15 H Filed 06/15
