Yes, time to revisit my goals. I'm not sure what I want right now. I want to keep up with not pursing while being friendly. I've not really seen any great moves from him that suggest to me that turning things up a notch and initiating conversations, time together, R talk etc would be a great move right now.
In terms of what I want to see from him - I don't know. I know what kind of relationship I would like to have eventually. I don't know if, given his character, it is going to be with him. I don't know if I want it to be with him. It's sad, but honesty and integrity are most important to me right now. I need to be honest with myself and I think I need space and calm and to forget about him and what I want to see from him in order to devote the time to digging into my own truth first.
Thanks for replying. How are things going with you?
