Saw some friends from S8 baseball team that I hadn't seen in a while. They are supportive too.
Have plans with my sister later.
W asked me to watch s4 while she does something at the school. It's the first favor she has asked of me in a while.
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Still a bit bummed, same as last post. I want to talk to her about everything, but, I don't want to break the rule about r talk. I know it sets me back everytime that I do it. Emotionally for me, and negates any progress. I am not going to go to the Halloween thing. I am going to dinner with my sister instead. May as well ease into the holidays of not being a family now. No halloween, thanksgiving, birthday for s6, cutting down the tree, christmas, birthday for s4, s8.... and that is all by the middle of January.
It's going to be rough, to say the least.
More yuck.
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
