Love you, Mona! I believe I can refer to H as excrement in French without having to look it up. Merde. Petit Merde. Merde Enorme!

I love the flashcard idea! I need to occupy my brain with lots of new things...or it'll keep looping the traumas. I even bought an adult coloring book to help slow it down.

My car is being repaired, I've gotten a call for a job interview in my new field, and I'm getting so good at keeping my cool. Some things are really looking up.

And...huge surprise. I just discovered H came to bail me out of jail, but arrived after I'd posted it myself. Had I walked out and seen him, I might have turned around and gone back, but the fact that he drove to the jail to get me out? Surprising and unexpected, and somehow touching...

Promise, I will not make too much of it. smile


Me: 48 H: 50 - Married 21 - 3-S: 29,19,19 2-D: 27,26
BD: 08/2015 - D filed & OW disc: 09/2015

"Surrender to What Is, Let Go of What Was, Have Faith in What Will Be." -S Ricotti