Originally Posted By: PigPen
Woke up a bit depressed after dreaming of my W so I'm going to try to hold that view in my head today.


Do you think guilt adds to the depression? I feel guilty if I dream of my H. Like I am supposed to KNOW in my sleep that this is a subject that is off limits. Or, if I dream of him, I have not really detached. So I wake up and not only do I have no H, I feel guilt for dreaming of one. And it makes me sad.

You cant really control your dreams. If you are feeling disappointed in yourself for plopping her in your nighttime wanderings, slap yourself in the back of your head, and grin, because she is totally allowed there from now on.

I find a feel much worse about myself if I start dreaming of other men, (except for you of course wink )so I dont get so bent out of shape when he is in my dreams anymore.

Originally Posted By: PigPen

Hope there're some breakthroughs in the sitch's today.


I hope these breakthroughs are the sounds of ropes hitting the floor! Drop the R rope people!


Me: 42
H: 45
M: 18 yrs T: 20 yrs
D: 17
D: 15
S: 12
I kicked him out 8/21/15
I will DB until March 21st 2017, that is it!