Sorto I certainly realize it I'm feeling miserable agin just want to cry! Yes it is a lesson I won't forget I worked hard getting to where I was and now I'm at square one again! Time to refocus on me and my needs get my bills caught up and be a better friend to others! He doesn't deserve it in reality he deserves for me to hate him! I will need to go back to drawing way back! BUT without letting him feel my changes were temporary how do I handle this. I will certainly slow down on doing things for him but if I pull away instantly won't it set me back in showing I can change?
