Even now she can't bring herself to use the word separation or D she says ' we can't continue in this limbo'

She has a huge guilt complex from breaking up family . Our boys have no idea what is going on.
A complication is the odd EA with a male friend (see posts from yesterday), she invited him to the house to meet me yesterday!

I view it as a non-sexual outlet for her to get away from the pressure of the R. I asked whether she had talked about the R with Ea , at first she denied and then later in the evening, apologised for lying and admitted she had spoken about R with him. Her guilt was too big. She has never lied to me in our MR as far as I know. She is more likely to say nothing than lie.

Me49 W45
T15 M13
S11 S8
BD 11/15/11 & 3/27/12
Moved out 4/9/12 Moved back 4/23/12
W working on US 5/20/12 Now Piecing!
May-Oct14 drifting
Dec 14 W agrees to more QT
BD Oct15 ILYBINILWY
W filed 1/25/16