Hello Ancaire,

So sorry for all you have been through.
I don't post much and don't have much advice for you.
Just wanted to let you know that there are many of us on this board rooting for you. You will come out on the other side, stronger and better!
And yes, we get that the feelings for your H don't just go away because of his behaviour towards you. They are your feelings, they are not right or wrong and you have to go through them.

Love and light!


Di-mond in the rough
M-45 H-38
My children S-25 D-23
T 5 M 4
H left April Fools Day 2015

One day at a time!