Work went well yesterday. Actually accomplished some things.
Today is my friday! Boys and I will have a movie night tonight.
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Still unsure as to what I should do about the Halloween thing. I don't want to be strung along, I definately don't want to do that to the boys. She is the one who said she felt like we were living a lie as a happy family, why try to act it now when we definately aren't.
Is it being mean to the kids if I don't go? Should I suck it up and just go? I would like to, they are my kids... and my friends that will be there too.
S6 turns 7 next month too. Not sure how that will go. Do I have a seperate party? I haven't seen any of the inlaws since she filed and I am not sure how that would be. Me being an outcast in my own home.
Complicated, to say the least
35 3 boys Not my circus, not my monkeys anymore....
