Just to clarify a little, I re read what I wrote and it's not quite what I meant. In the past I think I have been letting my "actual" mood show too much. It doesn't fill the room with good vibes by just wearing a fake smile.


Me 34, XF 27
Many years together
Son 4
Engaged
Not engaged
Many false starts by XF
7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life
2/17 girlfriend moves in my home