Just to clarify a little, I re read what I wrote and it's not quite what I meant. In the past I think I have been letting my "actual" mood show too much. It doesn't fill the room with good vibes by just wearing a fake smile.
Me 34, XF 27 Many years together Son 4 Engaged Not engaged Many false starts by XF 7/16 new girlfriend comes into my life 2/17 girlfriend moves in my home