Wow, mind is blown 9

[Uphill]

Tonight was another "good" one. Once again XF called instead of the short text. I cut the call short (maybe 3 minutes tops). I ended up taking S4 to her appartment because I got stuck in traffic and was running late. I walked in with the PMA of a NFL quarterback after throwing the winning touchdown pass. It seemed to help me not care at all what was said. I messed around with S4 for a few minutes and "had to get going". Overall I think I handled myself fairly well. A bit of small talk but nothing much.

I am thinking for whatever reason I'm gonna try to keep my PMA through the roof. Especially while XF is around to give something new a try? I don't want to overdo it but I feel as if right now she is in a hot/cold cycle stalemate. Possibly just "not care" and be extra happy, be the guy only a fool would leave!

I have known this is key, and have done a lot of thinking. I just don't think I was getting it right...