Still have hope, and expectations are higher than I want, but I seem to be coping better with it. Maybe I have appeared too eager? I'm not sure. Trying to maintain pma. I am living more as if I will be fine with or without her. I feel more like me, more so than in years. I forgot how nice it was to just be myself. Feels good and more people are talking to me at work, so apparently it shows.
I know why you're on this board dday, I'm here for the same reason - to bust my D. What you wrote above though is gold. It is if you step back and think about it. Neither of us know what's going to happen with our M's. Both of our W's filed so maybe you and I will be getting the ax on the same weekend. Not to be negative.
But, if there are a lot of guys facing our situation right now. And no one at work wants to talk to them. And they hate themselves. And they hate their W's. And they hate the world. And they can't stand to be by themselves. Or not be drunk. Or doped up. Or sleeping around.
There are victories and there is the one victory we're all after. Either way, we're coming out victorious.
Keep up the great work.
M 39 W 36 T5 M3 BD - 1/15 Separated - Same Day Served 9/15 D finalized 6/17
