gs9 true that . You are totally correct. I think is just the anxiety that is killing me. Since ive always put my feelings last. I am more worried on how she will react than my own. I guess this is where the whole 180 comes. Thank you all.

Me:26 WW:26
RELATIONSHIP - 5 YRS
MARRIED-1YR 11months
BD:9/14/2015
divorce filed 1/6/15
DAUGHTER- 3YRS
DAUGHTER - 1yr