I agree w/Pink. You are a single woman and the holidays does give you plenty of reasons not to have him stay over night. There are many parties and get togethers that you may want to attend as well as spending time w/your own family.
Sit quietly, the answers will reveal themselves when you least expect them to. The past is gone, the present is a gift and you need to focus on today, allow the future to reveal itself when it is ready.
