Thanks ep for stopping by! Thanks PP hugs are most welcome
I am bound and determined to hit everyone's threads today. No work (even though I am at the office, lol) no school work, no facebook games.
I have to send one text to H today thanking him for taking D17 out, but I am going to distract myself here so that I do not send that text until much later today. I do not want it to appear like the first thing I do in the a.m. is think about him (even though I do of course).
Yesterday I bought me and the kids tickets to see STAR WARS! December 17th... it is so far away. I am using that to distract me. On the way in, I had my text ready to send to H thanking him. I deleted the text and instead texted my daughter asking if we could please all dress up as princess leia. It was a wonderful distraction. Now I have to plan three outfits (the long white ones, not the bikini Leia outfit) and plan ways to make three different hairstyles look like hers.
Even after the pie last night, I stepped on the scale this morning and more ounces have dropped off. I was going to bring some pie in for lunch, but it felt so good to see more weight loss that I easily put it away. I will have a slice for dinner tonight, and regardless how much is left, I will throw the rest away. My kids will not eat it because I have slices of real tomatoes in it...
I need to refocus and get my daily goals lined up. I have a 3 hour cyber security conference to go to here on campus, I can tighten my goals and hit some threads from there.
I can do this. I got another day out of the way yesterday, only 400ish days to go til my M is all better.
Me: 42 H: 45 M: 18 yrs T: 20 yrs D: 17 D: 15 S: 12 I kicked him out 8/21/15 I will DB until March 21st 2017, that is it!
