less confused newbie. (6)

[dday]

S6 called me last night. Just kept telling me how much he misses me. That's hard. I love those little guys so much. W just ignores them whenever they make any comments like that. Like sunday, when s4 said during shopping, "mom, we're a family again!" While I was walking around with them after getting meds for s4. Last week at kid swap, s6 asked W why he spends less time with me than her. She just gave him a fake smile and said she loved him.

I think that these kids are really trying to work on us. S6, last time we went to church, and she sat with me, was sitting between us and grabbed both of us and slid us closer together.

I don't know if that will help her give us another shot, but I would think that if anything will... it has a good shot!