WAS or what (3)

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Heading back home today. Wouldn't it be nice to be met ba loving W and kids. Will settle to just be met by w and loving kids.

I did use some of this trip to reflect on my situation. That was useful but not finished.But most of the trip was about not thinking about my situation and meeting relations and old friends, as well as two weddings. All and all it was a good trip. And it was mostly all about me.

I got to a bookstore and picked up some books.I was looking for nmmng but got another which was about same stuff. Also picked up "codependent no more". I am motivated to read these and other stuff to help me work on me. But I find it hard to get time to read, that W cannot see what I am reading. (Guess that is another part of what living in a half M ffecting ability to advance, Zephyr).But slowly I will get through these books.


During the trip W made contact by two nice texts. She also liked a fb post I made (something she hasn't done in a long time). So many times during the trip I was tempted to contact her to share a moment,but I limited contact to replying to her.

I have a lot of stuff to figure out but it is all about going forward.