I've been continuing with doing my own improvement, and at the same time letting my WAW that I am no longer LD.

Last week, her car broke down and I handled it (towing, repairs, rental car, etc), and took her to and from work. We had dinner together several times and she slept over twice that week. I had to go out of town one night, and said I'd rather go home and ML than drive 3 hours in the middle of the night.

She said that's not what she wants right now. Later she said that she can't force herself to do something that she doesn't feel right about. She says my days of LD hurt her too much to want to be with me now, even if I really am HD.

She said she though our R had become platonic, but the irony is that all it is now is platonic...and that's NOT what I want.

Thoughts? Help?

"The journey of a thousand miles begins with one step." – Lao Tzu