I have this weird need to be at my house? It just feels safe and homie even if alone. I am not sure what to make of it. I sill miss family living. I miss school buses. I miss kids in the hood. Most are now in their late teens. It all happened so fast. I have this strong urge to be home. I cant explain it. I think i havent trully let go..the thought of losing my home makes me crazy.. i am not sure why this is going on in my head. Today i made home made bread. 2 loafs. And im by myself the whole week? Yesterday I walked by a frozen turkey. It just made me go back to previous thanksgiving.
Does it ever go away?
M 53 D 20 Separated 6/22/11 moved out 10/24 Together 26 yrs Married 16 W Filed for D 7/21/11 Served 9/6/11 D final 8/28/12
“Failure is not fatal, but failure to change might be.”
