Bottom line is we can't help unless you say what that thing is. It can be saved but unless we tackle that one big issue, it won't be.

Did you ever read the books?

M-43 W-40
2D - 9 and 5

Emotion, yet peace.
Ignorance, yet knowledge.
Passion, yet serenity.
Chaos, yet harmony.
Death, yet a new life.

RECONCILED AND WISER