Well I have finally stepped up for myself. Something I have never done and took courage to do it since i have always been stepped on. I finally saw my lawyer yesterday and paid my fees to get the process started. It actually took a lot of courage from my part knowing that weak character i have. I know that this is the last thing she expects from me and that is to act. I am doing a 180 on myself. I will fight for my daughters. She can file divorce herself. I will not let her disrespect me anymore. I am not alone in this path. (think positive think positive think positive)